I found myself falling into madness so I dove
And now I know the best thing I ever did was let go
I’ve learned life is a play that we are always acting out
without ever seeing it from the writers or audiences point of view
When we reach infinity we become the writer
the actors and the audience at the exact same time
So here I am, and now I understand
I was always here, that’s why I always ran
But you can only run away for so long
Before you catch up with yourself and become part of the song
And now I’ve been welcomed to....the heaven I’ve created
I’m telling the truth.....this is the wisdom of the ancients
Holding onto something contradicts our being, so I fly free
Maybe I had to go crazy to get to where I am
But whatever is whatever and I don’t give a damn
I felt myself slipping away and I let myself fall
Maybe you’ve gotta lose your mind before you find it
And when you finally find it you’ll find out you never lost it at all
There’s a natural flow, that’s attached to the soul
It doesn't ask you to go, it just gradually pulls
It’s always now and your never not you
So follow yourself because if nothing else....your existence is true
I’m not a poet or a lyricist, a comet or a star
You’re not a genius or a prophet, you just are what you are
I’m not insane cause I have no need for my sanity
It’s just another chain that keeps me from reality
Reality is mine to play with and mold
and I’ve realized the best thing I ever did was let go
So I let go of the models, transcend the physical mind
and peacefully become part of the whole
When I threw that rock into the fear that I’ve found
The walls came tumbling down
The town I once lived in was built for creeps
I was running around, watching where i put my feet
And now a part of the ground, it all feels complete
So I’ll live in the now and forever be at peace
Live in the now, don’t stray away from the cycle
I’m one with the universe, one with the life flow
When you know this is that & what's below & above
the fear you once had will turn into love.
It starts out with that question again.... how much of it is real?
Now all is irrelevant, outside of this ordeal
Don’t worry about explaining it, there isn’t any human language
that can actually describe exactly how you feel
Now I see clear, through external distractions
Piece by piece it comes together, so I laugh and I smile
In the beginning it was deranged, somehow I’ve managed to maintain
But I guess all things come to pass, after awhile
I think I’ve had the answers all along but I was just afraid to look
Never took the time to read the contents of my own book
I don’t know what troubles I will face with each passing day
but I do know that right where I am right now is where I’m gonna stay
And as long as I’m always moving with myself I’ll never slip away....